For me when I see a man with facial hair from close cropped to floor length , its not sexual but I get a warm smiley feeling inside I love all my hairy brothers your soldiers the stallions of the world [ your my own kind ] brave strong of will, now if a man freely chooses no beard well thats strength too .All the best my brothers g. Singh
.."Say little, and love much; give all; judge no man; aspire to all that is pure and good" .. I like those words. That aside, I think you should go terminal with your beard. And also grow your hair long, perhaps.
No need to be jealous. Your beard is still young. So do not trim or touch it with other sharp objects and in time you will have a very nice beard that makes others jealous too. It's just a question of time.